Today was the worse ever I made my mind up to file for a divorce tomorrow. Im up to my eyes with bull-s**t and I just cant take anymore. I know if I leave that everything Im working so hard to achieve is going to fall apart, but everyday Im hear rather its a happy day or sad day Im depressed. I dont feel safe for myself or my child so really what am I suppose to do. This whole argument started over him getting mad over a joke I said 2 days ago 
a joke ( come on)
I never meant any harm by it at all, and the funny part about it is that it wasn't even a hurtful joke. Then when I tried to make up with him he told me he wasn't ready to. For an hour now Ive been holding back my tears and it hurts so bad to do (I dont want my son to see me cry). I know a divorce sound extreme but if only y'all knew. My son and his friends were right next to me when he started cursing at me and I let me anger get the best of me and I did it back when I promised myself that I would never use language like that in front of my son. Im losing myself in this realtionship and not in a good way I NEED TO EXCAPE.
Is any realtionship worth losing yourself over:-(?
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Call the women's shelter - they are good to talk to - they can help you make a plan to leave that is safe for you and your son.
They are good just to process with and do not pressure you to stay or to go.
Good Luck, and Take Good Care. It will eventually get better for you and your son.
1I agree with Beachwalker. And make sure you do these things sooner than later for you and your son. Good luck to you two.
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3girl, get out.
4You are so strong for recognizing there is a problem and wanting to find a way out. I admire that. Stick to your guns now and get out of that toxic relationship. It will only make you stronger In the end.
Once you feel depressed, just remember your old good days and good friends. Visit hospital and just have look around how the people are fighting with sickness to get good health and life. You will come out from dpression. Just look for old clips of Iraq, Chechenya, Bosnia and Afganistan. You feel good enough.
5No relationship is worth your personal balance ! i totally agree with Beachwalker & callmecheezcubes ! Don`t worry - everything`s gonna be alright : ] u have to make the best decision 4 u and your son : ] and if it`s leaving - then go ! and don`t be afraid ! u probably have been afraid till now ... but now is the right time to get away before things get worse ! GOOD LUCK ! i believe that life doesn`t put in front of u things that u can`t handle ! just do it ! : ] : ]
6Before you make any rash decisions, try to get some family counseling. Talk to your hubby, and see if he agrees. If he loves you and wants to keep you, he will go with you. In either case, you should go.
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